Well...It seems like I never come on here anymore. It takes me dayys to check the messages from my friends. School's been keeping me way too busy. And I've been so enloped with my writing and my boyfriend issues that I dont know what to do to make time for my friends =/

Speaking of boyfriend Issues...I need help! My boyfriend and I have been on and off for almost two years now. It's not that I don't love him. It's that he's not giving me what I want. He's
cheated on me once before, but he lied to me about it for almost a month before he fessed up. I cheated on him once, too...But I told him the next day I saw him, explained why, and we talked it out.

Lately, I've been trying to get him to take the next step in our relationship with me. All we ever do is kiss, and sometimes make out. There is a two year age difference, but he understands that I dont want him to treat me like a child. I'm just as mature as he is. Every time I try to engage in taking that next step, he makes it seem like he's uncomfortable or uninterested. I keep asking him why he rejects me, and telling him that he's huring me when he does, and he comes up with all these excuses.


Not too ago, I told him that he has two weeks to grow up, decide if I'm what he wants, and move forward in our relationship with me, or else I have to leave him because he's breaking my heart. I'm in love with him, and I know that he's in love with me too, I just can't understand why he wont
take the next step with me. When he told me that he just doesn't know how, I was slightly shocked that he'd just been making up all these other excuses. It hurt me even more to know this, as well. I told him that we can stay together, but that he needs to tell me the truth from now on, and that
if he didn't know how then he should've asked me.

We've recently been talking a lot about taking things further, but still nothing has happened. I tried to last night, but he just rested his head against my shoulder and stopped. I felt so rejected and so hurt, once again, when he had promised to change things. Is it too soon for me to
expect the next step from him, or what?


Any help guys would be awesome...